Dear New Mom…

Need some encouragement?  Must read advice for a new momI had a reality check yesterday morning.  It was preceded by a quite a display of immaturity and frustration that I’m shamed to admit.  It was one of those moments where I just lost it – lost my patience, my composure, my focus.  After 45 minutes of Elliot screaming at the TOP OF HER LUNGS, I decided to join her – raising my own voice and shedding plenty of tears.

This wasn’t the first reality check I’ve had – the first major one happened when she was four days old.  I had to leave her with Ben, then I scattered the contents the diaper bag across the room (now, I did need to reorganize it…but that wasn’t exactly what I had in mind).  Why did I lose it like this?  I’m not that person.  I also can admit that I’ve had many crying fits since then as well.  I can attribute some of it to sleep deprivation and some typical postpartum anxiety, but I think most of my issues come from this intense pressure I put on myself.

I had these dreams of being the perfect mom.  Somehow, I was stupid enough to think all you needed was the right book, a little patience, and some perspective to realize these would be the best days of my life.

Here comes the reality check again – I’m not perfect.  And this is hard.  I know this isn’t directly about married lifebut this is real and it’s part of my life right now.  So…

Dear new mom,

You won’t be perfect.  But you are the perfect mom for your children.  Quit thinking you’re never going to mess up. You will..over and over.  And give yourself grace.  You’re tired, worn out, and you will let them down.  But you will figure it out and learn from each mistake.  And they will thrive as they watch you learn and derive your strength from the Lord.  That’s the biggest lesson I want to teach them anyway.

You don’t need to put pressure on yourself.  I am overwhelmed by all of the advice, books, and parenting plans.  Do we follow Babywise?  The Sleep Lady?  Make it up?  I constantly research to decide what we need to do. And what about discipline?  Love and Logic?  Growing Kids God’s Way?  Entrusted with a Child’s Heart?   I’m not sure I can handle all of the information.  Here’s the best advice I’ve received so far:

There is no perfect way.  You know why there are tons of books about this?  Because no one has truly figured it out what works each time for each kid.

Do what speaks to you.

You’ll figure it out.  People with far less information and common sense have done this.  Seriously.  You got this.

You will have a messy home.  Some afternoons, what my heart needs the most is to ignore responsibility, sit and cuddle, and get nothing done.  And fill the memory on my iPhone once again with photos.  You will have those days too.  So do it.

And when the reality checks come, give yourself grace.  And use them as learning experiences for you and time to model Godly character for your kids.

Dear new mom... take time to snuggle your babiesRemember, God brought them into your life for a reason.

You are not perfect.

But you are the perfect mamma for your babies.

Comments

  1. Love it! It is so true. So much information out there it will drive you crazy!! But, I agree with you “do what speaks to you”. From what I can tell you are a great mamma!
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  2. Just sent you a text but want to say… BEST POST EVER. Thanks for sharing!
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  3. Margie Hester says:

    Well said, my friend! Those precious, difficult, lovely, frustrating, beautiful, overwhelming, treasured, exhausting days of new motherhood! Grace is the message! Keep preaching it!

    • How can life be so many things all at the same time?! But it is – everything you said it is. And this is only #1! But one kid at a time. One DAY at a time!

  4. Beautiful!! I had quite a few breakdown moments in the first year with my twins. It happens to us all, and I wish I could go back and tell myself a thing or two, most of which was in this post. Mainly, relax. You know everything you need to know, instinctively.
    Being a mom is hard!
    Thanks for linking up with Happy Monday!!
    Johanna
    http://www.ourjoyfulhome.com
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